i have finally decided. i am giving myself a B R E A K .
i promise myself from now on that i will try my best not to think about YOU. or anything that would remind me of you. my dreams of being with you. the future and everything. i’ll stop it for now. well i don’t know what the future beholds me/us. but idk, i think i deserve a break. i’ll stop thinking about you. i’ll concentrate on myself first and be a better person. love damages my health! and i been sick most of the days of the last 2010. it breaks my heart to do this, but i know it’s for the better. besides i know you are happy with what’s going on with your life right now. so i guess this is it. i think, i’ll keep in touch but in like civil kind of way. i love you and will always will. everything has changed since you came, indeed. and that is why it’s hard for me to move on well yea, i guess i won’t be on here till i don’t know …well maybe the future drives me back here. you know i love you. i love you . i love you.
but for now, i will let my heart rest.
