January 2011
2 posts
so this is it
i have finally decided. i am giving myself a B R E A K .
i promise myself from now on that i will try my best not to think about YOU. or anything that would remind me of you. my dreams of being with you. the future and everything. i’ll stop it for now. well i don’t know what the future beholds me/us. but idk, i think i deserve a break. i’ll stop thinking about you. i’ll...
December 2010
15 posts
One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do...
No matter what happen, I just want to let you know...
merry christmas and happy new year to you — cristal ——-my love.
i still think you about . a lot. sometimes i grew tired. but most of the time i don’t. it’s one of the things i enjoy most. tell me how i would get you out of my head. i think you would fail. for there is no way —-
i love you so, . and i always have been. i am...
i have tried so hard to refrain myself from coming...
i keep on saying to you, i keep on telling you,...
oh please believe what i say.
i promise you i will stay
i’ll be here for you my love
until the end of time.
i dont know what day today
but today i get to talk to you . i gave in. so i talked to you.
but i dont know . the outcome. left me being hurt again.
this is the reason why - sometimes i dont want to talk to you.
cause at the end. i’ll get hurt myself.
1 tag
day :
what am i doing ??
seriously .
November 2010
7 posts
day 112:
no matter how far apart we are. i can always feel you. you are in my head every single minute. that’s why i always believe that it (love) exists deep inside my heart.
i remember
you said. you’re inlove with me. and if ever you go out with someone and to make sure that i know you would never be IN love with them. because you’re in love with me. i wonder if you remember too?
day 110:
thanksgiving post. i’m very thankful for because i have met you. you came. and made a big impact on my life and on my heart. i can never forget you.
i saw your thanksgiving post. oh hey you forgot about me. or idk. i guess i didn’t mean anything to you by now. -_-
day 102:
i thought i finally moved on. there’s always something that would bring me back here.
so you are finally 18! I’m glad you had a good one.
October 2010
30 posts
day 79:
it was hard to let all these things go. but life goes on. you’ll be happy and i’ll be happy. thank you for everything
day 73:
i received an unexpected message from you today. i’d like to think that you thought of me. i hope you’ll say that you miss me. and it will for sure make my day. i love you <3
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day 69:
somehow i find ease to know that you are happy with your girlfriend. you’re happy atleast. and i’m starting to accept things slowly.
day 67:
sometimes i want to get drunk, and forget everything that cause this pain. but then again, you cause me happiness. the only thing i want to remember.
mahal kita. hanggang ngayon. at magpakailanman.
day 64:
me and tina broke up, actually she broke up with me last night. she hates to see me unhappy, and she blames herself. i don’t know what to feel anymore. i am such a mess.
day 62:
i look stupid waiting that one of these days i’ll get a message or something from you saying ” hey, i miss you ”. i guess it’ll never happen. besides i always make the first move.
day 60:
Why does my heart feel like it will forever be broken by just this one person?
17200.) i fear that i will move, and leave...
19257.) I miss the feeling of falling for you. It...
day 57:
i am beginning to see . i am NO good. and yes, you deserve someone better.